I am in Madison, for a funeral, for my parents, for myself. I'm incredibly busy, as I'm missing a week of school and it's crunch time for final projects. My anxiety is getting better, I think, just being around people. I need to move, I will move. The memorial service was lovely, it's been lovely to see my friends and my family. My mom is fading, but she's still wonderful, and my sister is awesome, and my dad is doing ok. I want to stay here. I want to get a job and a house and stay here with them. I wish I could.